baby blue eyes

Avoiding the phrase “I don’t have time...”, will soon help you to realize that you do have the time needed for just about anything you choose to accomplish in life. - bo bennett

it has been a very long and tiring week.. aduh.. masa berlalu terlalu pantas! exam semakin dekat.. dup dap, dup dap...

nway, nak cite sikit je pasal baby transformers.. heh.. siapa? di mana? kenapa? bila?
citenye gini..

masa 1st day masuk SCN, sy ada ternampak sorang baby ni tgh tido nyenyak (as sound as a baby hehe), all limbs were in cast. my first impression? fractured limbs in an infant- either non-accidental injury, or some congenital anomaly that make the infant prone to fracture. n tada!! actually the infant had severe type 3 osteogenesis imperfecta (OI)! what an unlucky infant! then i asked about the infant to an HO there, and the HO said, actually the mother also has it, n the mother has blue eyes! ok ok.. blue sclera, not the iris la. so, sy dan rakan2 x sabar2 nk tggu the mother datang so that dapat tgk mata dia (sgt la perak ok)..

tunggu punya tunggu, hari jumaat tu cast dah xde, kena bukak dah.. dan akhirnya.. the mother came with the grandmother. first impression: the mother is short and a bit kyphosis. and then, ada 2 physiotherapists came, asking me, 'ni ke baby transformers tu?' i was like, 'uh? oh ok.. yes, he is'.. lol! no more cast, that's y they were confused, mana la baby transformers tu.. ahaqs! actually the infant was about to b discharged n referred to HUKM. he was in the SCN since day 6 of life until that day, about day 43 of life kot. lama gile..

so, sy dgn muka selamba mula la interview the mother n grandmother. the grandma said, actually the mother dulu pun slalu patah tulang (bahu, clavicle, hip etc. that is why the mother looks short and a bit kyphosis) since she can walk. but not as severe as this infant la. after dah interview tu, sy minta nak tgk mata the mother. waa!!! the sclera were blues! greyish-blue! yeay! first time tgk tu, slama ni tgk kat buku je kan. n then, masa the mother nak tgk her baby, baby tu bukak mata sket (akhirnya!) n ternampak la mata biru nya itu.. super cool! itu lah ceritanya si baby blue eyes..

their eyes look something like this

ok, kepada sesiapa yg bukan in medical line, sila cari sendiri pasal OI ni. basically, it's the brittle bone disease, autosomal dominant inheritance. interesting! if u are curious enough la.. selamat mencari! =)


owh, tetibe teringat yg sy pernah tgk iris yg different colours, sebelah biru n sebelah dark brown, pon masa paediatrics posting. it's the heterochromia iridium in Waardenburg Syndrome. pun autosomal dominant. that one pun cool gile!

their eyes (both mother and son) look like this, really! super cool rite? they dun need to use contact lenses, hehe..

masyaAllah, betapa uniknya ciptaan Allah.. cantik kan? dan saya bertuah utk dapat belajar dan melihat sendiri. Alhamdulillah.. tak sesia blaja medic ni, walaupun terpaksa berhempas pulas, hehe.. doakan kami sem7, 9 and 10 pass exam nx month. mau pass cepat2! =)

~ teringat encik AB, "anak saya bermata biru" dgn slang nya itu. apa khabar dia ye? lama x nampak =D

Hilmi

daripada Ibnu Mas'ud r.a, Nabi SAW bersabda:

''Pada kamu, apakah maksud pemenang pertarungan?''

''org yang tidak mampu dikalahkan oleh org lain'', jawab mereka.

Nabi SAW bersabda: ''pemenang pertarungan yg sebenarnya ialah org yang mampu menguasai dirinya ketika marah''. (riwayat Muslim)

waa.. lama gile x update. been busy with studies n all. can u believe it, our finals is just around the corner!! OMG! m already kancheong! time flies so fast!

nway, currently in paediatrics posting. for the first week, i am posted to special care nursery (SCN). only went to the ward for a few times for bed side teaching. other than that, i stayed in the 'nursery'. what a nice experience handling little babies who r just a few days of life. they r so cute ok. tak tahan!! wl write on a few stories bout them nx time.

currently my mood is so labile, m easily irritated. i think my anger threshold is getting lower n lower. being a leader is not a good thing for me. aiyoo.. if it continues like this for another 3 weeks, m so gonna need medication- anti-anxiety n anti-HPT. ahaqs! sabar frh, sabar..

talking bout anger, teringat satu topic yg dibincang masa usrah, iaitu salah satu nama Allah: al-Hilmi.
dari segi bahasa it means
1- tenang ketika marah atau menghadapi sesuatu yg tidak disukai sedangkan dia mampu utk marah dan ada kuasa
2- tenang dan mendisiplin diri
3- akal (rasional)

petanda sifat al-Hilmi dan menahan kemarahan:
- bersabar menghadapi gangguan org2 jahil dan tidak berdendam
- menghormati pandangan org yg tidak sependapat dgn kita
- berusaha melihat aspek positif yg terdapat dlm pandangan yg tidak selari dgn pandangannya dan mengambil faedah drpdnya
- kurang perbalahan dan pertelingkahan
- dikasihi dan dihormati
- mengaku kesalahan yg dilakukan dan berlaku adil terhadap diri

apa patut buat ketika sedang marah?
- berlindung kpd Allah drpd syaitan terkutuk
- jika sedang berdiri, duduk. jika sedang duduk, hendaklah berbaring atau menelentang
- tinggalkan tmpt itu, jika belum berasa tenang
- pergi berwudhuk
- solat 2 rakaat dan panjangkan sujud
- perbanyakkan doa yg ma'tsur, iaitu "ya Allah, ya Tuhan kami, Tuhan Nabi Muhammad SAW. Ampunkan dosaku, hilangkan sifat kemarahan hatiku, dan peliharalah aku drpd kesesatan fitnah"


fuuhh... banyak lagi yg saya perlu betulkan utk mencapai sifat Hilmi ni. bukan senang nk jaga kemarahan. sorry la frens if i have been rude in the class. cant help it. to avoid the anger mebi i should avoid the trigger kot. help me to stay away from my trigger ok. i think u know who/what, hahaha.. ops, frh jadi jahat balik (*_*)

~ knape ada bumblebee ni? tadaa.. ada cite pasal baby transformers nnt. tggu ye~

Menanti Cinta

Lirik Lagu Krisdayanti - Menanti Cinta

(OST Film Ketika Cinta Bertasbih)

Sejak lama aku berdiri

Dalam sepinya rongga hati

Tak satu pun guru mampu menjawab

Hanya padaMu ku bertanya

Lewat setiap sujudku ini

Siapakah nanti cinta untukku

Wahai penilai hati lihat batinku
Nyaris bernanah karna luka tersayat
Merana menantikan kisah dan kasih hidupku

Rahasia itu hanya Kau yang tahu

Namun aku tak mau jadi tuna cinta

Tuntun hatiku dalam sabar menanti jodohku

Hanya padaMu ku bertanya

Lewat setiap sujudku ini

Siapakah nanti cinta untukku

Wahai penilai hati lihat batinku

Nyaris bernanah karna luka tersayat

Merana menantikan cinta dan kasih hidupku

Rahasia itu hanya Kau yang tahu

Namun aku tak mau jadi tuna cinta

Tuntun hatiku dalam sabar menanti jodohku

Rahasia itu hanya Kau yang tahu

Namun aku tak mau jadi tuna cinta

Namun harus ku ihklaskan semua nasib cintaku...

PadaMu...

nak sgt tgk cite ni- ketika cinta bertasbih. dura cakap lagi best dari ayat-ayat cinta. bile la nk sampi Msia ni ek.. kita tunggu dan lihat. layan~

~ hanya mampu berdoa agar mendapat jodoh yg baik. nak sangat... amin.. =)

very suspicious

laugh and the world laughs with you.

cry and you get all wet.

-anonymous

found this book at one of the surgical clinics on last tuesday. 'suspicious book'.. LOL! don't they have a better name for it? =)





~ going to klia tomorrow night. sape nak ikut?

ong ong kedek kedek

Quote:

regarding a pt with AAA (abdominal aortic aneurysm), the pt thought he has two hearts cos it is also a pulsating mass in the abdomen. mr. SP the surgeon said: " if he has two hearts, ask him to give one to other people, as some people do not have heart at all"

sorry for so long i left this blog abandoned. idea mencurah2 but no time to update. last week balik kampungku Tasek Gelugor, ape lagi, dok umah mmg la kemalasan nk update :P

the weekend before that we went to Pavillion for birthday celebration cum mini gath, and to Hood's reception. whaha.. i just love the presence of beloved fightersz. gwe sayang sama lho semua!!

at TGI friday Pavillion

at Hood's reception at Putrajaya

then, on the day i reached KL from TG by train, milo fetched me and lyana, and we went straight to SSP for HKSBP (hari kecemerlangan SBP) aka PPM. thanx milo, lyana, biqs, aidu, een n auntie adlina! mmg best cheer ngan hampa semua. sebbaik ada klas on the next morning, kalo dak, mau nya nk stay sampai final, ahaqs!! thanx milodi kerana meng-update all the pics and results of our college. eventho dok srmbn, dapat terasa kehangatan suasana di SSP tu =)

Miss F terpaksa jd tiang bendera. at SSP with our green TKC flag =)

see, i really made used of the holidays! din study at all! huhu~ now dah terasa bahang nk EOS9. help me!! currently in surgical rotation. i am enjoying it in spite of the hectic life! can u believe it? cos it was the posting that i dun like most when i was in sem6.. caya lah! hehe..

okeh.. that's all for today's update. daa~


~ let's play masak2 during the weekend! =)

MSoc's blog

together, learning to the right path

mock exam for m205

bowling tournament in sem4

MSoc quiz during ramadhan. i was the bidan terjun. fiq, ingatkah anda? ahaha

MSoc orientation M206. spot who is on the very left :)

i luv this pic by syafiq. ramadhan/syawal 1427

camping @ isi rimba. again spot who is on the 2nd from right :)

farewell pakcik Amir. kami membesar dgn makanan dari kedai ni la

MSoc orientation m207

MSoc orientation 2008

alhamdulillah... IMU Muslim Society (MSoc) dah ada blog!! go here! (and i've put the link at the side bar).very new actually so not much content yet. insyaAllah, akan ada lg byk post in the future. keep up the good work adik2! spread the word my friends!


~ missing the life in bukit jalil. n the people too! ehem ehem...

SOS!

i can almost see it

that dream i am dreaming

but there's a voice inside my head saying

you'll never reach it

every step i'm taking

every move i make feels

lost with no direction

my faith is shaking

but i gotta keep trying

gotta keep my head held high

- the climb, miley cyrus

pernah tak,
bile korang teringat masa lalu,
korang rasa macam nk kembali ke masa tu balik,
dan nak betulkan ape yg pernah terjadi,
sesuatu yg x elok,
sesuatu yg x manis dikenang,
atau nk buat ape yg x terbuat masa tu,
sesuatu yg patut di buat tp x terbuat.


pernah tak,
korg pikir,
sesuatu yg bila dikenang balik,
ada terselit rasa menyesal,
x banyak, sikit pon ada la.
penat kan bila ada fikiran camni..




btw,
am in need of motivation for EOS9.
another 2++ months away je..
HELP!!




~ looking forward for this sunday =)